GEGARAN DIRASAI..

this is the 1st time i ever felt that the world are in big trouble. the magnitude i felt yesterday is enormously scary since we only heard the news. EARTHQUAKE is what it all about.

i am sure that most of the blogger in the world were writing on what they feeling yesterday. feeling dizzy, shaky, scared & like KIAMAT!

but, as we know this is mother nature created by our mighty god, ALLAH. Qada' & Qadar is always happened although we had predicted...

Pengertian & Understood

Tarikh Lahir pada 15&16 Sept. 1985

Wataknya paling susah untuk dimengertikan.
Kadangkala dia disukai kerana kebaikannya & kadangkala dia dibenci kerana perbuatannya.
Namun buat teman-teman dia merupakan orang penuh pengertian.
Dalam pelbagai situasi dia lebih suka merendahkan diri jarang sekali mahu menonjolkan kelebihannya pada orang lain.
Pasangan jenis ini terkenal sebagai perayu dan sebab itulah dia diberi jolokan seniman asmara.


------SEPTEMBER BABY ------

1. Active and dynamic.
2. Mysterious.
3. Bottle up the feelings.
4. You won't ever know what's going on in their heads, except for the chosen few.
5. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
6. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
7. Strong mentality.
8. Loves attention.
9. Diplomatic.
10. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
11. Always busy in finding ways to relieve world's problems, but during this they tend to neglect themself.
12. Near and dear people should see to it that they don't forget themself completely
while caring for others all the time.
13. Brave and fearless.
14. Adventurous.
15. Loving and caring.
16. Suave and generous.
17. Usually you have many friends.
18. Enjoys to make love.
19. Emotional.
20. Stubborn.
21. Hasty.
22. Moving, motivates oneself and others.
23. Loves to travel and explore.
24. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

:ReUniOn RaYa:

hmmm belom habis pose dah ada jemputan wat reunion dak2 UPSM.. tapi jauh gak kat jelebu, N9. taun lepas aku raya sambil kerja. xbest oooo! sampaikan mak pon geleng kepala coz xpuas raye



ingt lagi mak kat Titi claim payung yang kehilangan gara2 kecuaian kami semua laa. ujan punya pasal, pinjam payung kesayangan mak yang ade cap kobena! aku rase sampai sekarang pon mak msh nak kembali payung tuh. ape nak wat, dah ilang!

tapi aku masih lum pasti nak beraya kat sn taw x. stakat nih juz bgtaw je dak2 yang aku xkonform. kot2 Ana nak amik aku kat JB pon best gak. akim pon dah konferm raye kat Nilai..(heheh sory beb aku guna name ko!).


apepon selama2 aku xberaya kat N9, selama lagi laaa aku xpenah beraya kat Kedah. mak sana pon dah lama xcontec aku sejak KachaQ kawen. dah boleh2 aku digelar anak xberapa durhaka...ahakh. mak2 sowi ek!

tapi kenangan paling best beraya kat sabak bernam. mak ngan abah sana best oo. muhairul plak taun lepas kena sakit xleh berdiri tegak. sian dia. tiap kali beraya ade je peristiwa menggemparkan berlaku. yang cermin keta pecah laaa.. yang ade dak merajuk laaa..yang lewat pulang keta sewa laaa..yang kena bebelan laa dll..siap ade peristiwa aku terpaksa membonceng dak pompuan sampai umh kawan aku..hehe segan seh nampak dek org2 kampong..tapi bukan kapel taw..

KADANG_KADANG

sometimes, i felt like i'm always doing something wrong to others. especially trough my speech. seems like i always into trouble when expressing my idea o replying a conversation weather in a group nor individually. i cant repair it since "terlajak kata tak boleh diundur".

i dont noe what to do. i got this problem since i was in form 5 & i had "mengguris hati" some of my colligue. but then i havent recover & i thought i added some more today & the day before..

i kept adding & adding & adding. dont want do add enemy with my former friend, colligue o my cousins...just want to b fren with y'all. merapatkan ukhwah is better than hatred! plz be informed that i cant cure my biggest viruz coz i dont know how to do it. it juz like iwant to shout to all that i'm soooooooooory. but then that is not enough!



i really regretted wat am i doing right now. seems like some ppl avoiding me. Either from my best fren or my former colligue! quite ashame to ask them wat have i done. some told me that i changed a lot in a short while! but plz guide how to rversed back the way i am b4... i want to b normal back again!~!

THE UNDISPUTED WEEK

what was i expected this week huh???
s always, i wonder if i could learn new things either in the office o around my natural environment. on 11th/09 (friday), i joined the majlis buka pose with masy. asli kg bakar bt, JB. its was my 1st time to be part of the CAC dept, smooting the ceremony by becoming the 2nd cameramen. heheh what a funny thing was, i manage to take a quite al lot candid pict when townman met aborigines..

And then there were 4

its quite a journey to stay a life in this fascinating BUMI Allah..love the way it shine, the way air breeziness, the way it show, the way it naturaly beautiful & the way it glitter in every inch of my surrounding. haaaa what a wonderful world.. the post really about life after campus, studying, mind torchering. dont expect me to revealled my previous life since it wasnt facinte enough to be discovered. IMGP~GREEN~iNTERN~IWDSB. like blogger_afiq always wrote, from 9 to 4.thnx 2 my fren, now i got new hobby. maybe this is not the appropriate virtual hobby to be spent during my free time, but at least i could improve my language since I'm quite weak in grammar & pronunciation even though my speaking is good..(hehhe i'm labeling my self laa without asking other opinion)

Psysic Confiusion

TERKADANG aku rasa xpasti hidupku diciptakan sebegini. then sometimes i realized that i'm here meant somethings that i'm sure to be good.. huh but as well as i monitor myself this loooooooooooooog life, i was quite alone. i'm not sure its waz in a gud way o not. but im pretty sure its not ok! oh darn!!!!!

these are some of my latest fren that i built along my GREEEN+IWDSB moment..its quite memorial by the time we passby.some moment were pretty wonderful, some moment were ugly nasty in a control way.huh snap!!

got a fren, but still left me. got Colleague but isnt cloze enough....

KETAM ooooo KETAM

terlunas gak kempunan aku nak makan ketam..dah ada lubuk baik tuk dibeli & resipi pon dah ade..3 item resipi baik. senang nak prepair. .segala bahan, perkakas suma ader..so mudah je.xsabo nak masak. klu aku dapat masuk program "bachelor can cook" yang slalu ditayangkan kat ASTRO, pastinya best...



to whom who know who u are which always requested my "ketam masak" juz wait & c.. i hope i could fullfill your request after raya. truthfully, I'm not a good cooker but i love to cook. cooking is my life & i felt enjoy to please anyone appetite. i'm not really into chef but the way dishes were presented in a pretty way makes me wonder if i could made it. just like my life, i try to be someone else. photocopying & duplicating their style so i could suite in every environment.huh hard to survive!

PERMULAAN

the 1st step of my blurry blog. sebenarnyer niat nk stat blog nih terkebul melalui minat kat blog afiQ yang aku agak2 selalu tgk & Baca. heheh x ecpect pon ade followers, juz create as additional diary which i left about 12 years ago. i still kept it as 1 of my precious material belonging. if i got a followers, then i'll b surprised heheh

if someone notice, especially who knew me b4..my life is not so exciting..not so simple & being label s schematic person. i really hate that labeling since i want 2b fwen 2 all. but hidup kena teruskan. benci, hina, sakit hati dah jadi asam garam aku. w/pn xselalu bgs, tapi aku sentiasa keciwa..